Cooping at home to study,
when others are enjoying at retreat,
arggh that feeling sucks seriously
but God is faithful to those who bite the bullet
those that even make proper sacrifices for him and his kingdom
Just when all these thoughts start coming,
I've got a sudden urge to pick up my guitar
and there goes the song ......
父の心
chichi no kokoro
Ｇ D/F# Em D G D/F# Em C D
立ち返り 主の御顔求む 私のここ ろ 主にさし出す
tachikaeri shu no mikaomotomu watashino kokoro shunisashidasu
G D/F# Em G/D C Am D
私の 願 い 全て 主の御手の中に
watashino negai subete shuno miteno nakani
G D/F# Em G/D C G/B Am D
※ハレルヤ 誉れと賛美 主に 生きる限り称え続ける
hareruya homare to sanbi shuni ikiru kagiritataetsuzukeru
G D/F# Em G/D C G/B Am D G
愛 のし るし 御子の血が流れ 私は知る 父の心
aino shirushi mikonochiganagare watashiwashiru chichinokokoro
Ｇ D/F# Em D G D/F# Em C D
立ち返り 十字架の代価思う 苦しみと恥じ 主が負われた
tachikaeri juujikanodaika omou kurushimi tohaji shugaowareta
G D/F# Em G/D C Am D
私の痛 み 全て 主の御手の中に
watashinoita mi subete shu no miteno nakani
※ くりかえし (back to chorus)
asd
G G/B C G/B
以真诚的心 降服在你面前
C G/B A A/C# D7
开我心眼使 我 看 见
G G/B C G/B
以感恩的心 领受生命活水
AM D7 G DSUS4
从你而来的温柔谦卑
G G/B C
何等恩典 你竟然在乎我
G/B AM A/C# DSUS4 D
何等恩典 你宝血为我流
G/B G7 C C#/M
何等恩典 你以尊贵荣耀为我冠冕
G/D DSUS4 G
我的嘴 必充满 赞美
- Mood:
cheerful
asd
Forcing myself to coop at home
WAH PIANG, really buay tahan man
Thank God, I got one whole chunk of movies from friend,
watching them is the enjoyment that I yearn for
Other than that, nothing much to look forward to
especially with exams on the verge
2nd last lap already
so nothing much to hesitate lol
Had a wonderful session with some of the B-boys in Singapore this week
"Radikal Forze" of Tosh and Felix
Witness a very different style in breakdance
Really a pretty good learning exp from them
Gotta spend more time practise after exams LOL
Lazy to post pictures of the training.. so ..........
Yup
Really have no time to think of other stuffs
On the other hand, hesitate to commit as well
Don't even know whether it will turn out great
So might as well put it aside tentatively
God has been really awesome...
Sustaining me in his own ways
I need more breakthroughsSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
asd
Chords : "A" Family , A E F#m7 D
LET ME ENTER IN YOUR PLACE
WITH ALL THE WEAK AND STRONG
AND YOUNG AND OLD
THE RICH AND POOR AND TIRED SOULS
LEAVE MY WORRIES ON THE FLOOR
AND LET MY FAITH BE STRONG
AS I’M COVERED BY YOUR GRACE ABOUND
AND LOVE SO STRONG
NOW I LAY DOWN MY LIFE
TO HONOR AND WORSHIP IN THIS PLACE
AND I’M DOWN ON MY KNEES
TO BRING THIS OFFERING AND PRAISE
HOLY HOLY GOD ALMIGHTY
THE EARTH BE FILLED WITH
PEACE AND GLORY
(MERCY GRACE AND LOVE SURROUND ME)
JESUS SAVIOR MY DEFENDER
YOUR NAME BE HONORED
AS LONG AS I LIVE
asd
This song kept ringing in my mind, so thought of sharing it here. CHeers
Btw nice song to be played on the guitar too.. My next song on the list for the seminar :)
Happy Day by Tim Hughes
C
The greatest day in history,
F
Death is beaten, you have rescued me,
Am F
Sing it out, Jesus is alive!
C
The empty cross, the empty grave,
F
Life eternal, you have won the day,
Am F
Shout it out, Jesus is alive!
G
He's alive!
C F Am
Oh, happy day, happy day,
G
You washed my sin away
C F Am
Oh, happy day, happy day,
G
I'll never be the same
C F Am
G
Forever i am changed
C
When i stand in that place,
F
Free at last, meeting face to face,
Am F
I am yours, Jesus you are mine.
C
Endless joy, perfect peace,
F
Earthly pain finally will cease
Am
Celebrate, Jesus is alive,
G
He's alive!
Bridge:
Am Em
Oh, what a glorious day
F
What a glorious way
C
That you have saved me!
C Em
Oh, what a glorious day
C
What a glorious name
- Mood:busy
asd
Holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said,
Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like.
The Lord led the holy man to two doors.
He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in..
In the middle of the room was a large round table..
In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew,
which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water.
he people sitting around the table were thin and sickly.
They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with
very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each found it
possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful.
But because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not
get the spoons back into their mouths.
The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering.
The Lord said, ' You have seen Hell. They went to the next room and
opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one.
The people were equipped with the same long-handled spoons, but here
the people were well nourished and plump, laughing and talking.
The holy man said, ' I don ' t understand.
It is simple, ' said the Lord. ' It requires but one skill.
You see, they have learned to feed each other.
The greedy think only of themselves. '
When Jesus died on the cross, he was thinking of you.
Its estimated 93% won ' t forward this.
I ' m in the 7%
Remember that
I will always share my spoon with you
In GOD we trust
- Mood:
bouncy
asd
Have you ever lost your effectiveness in your area of expertise?
Have you ever lost your saltiness that God has given to you as flavor?
In this year of ups and downs,
God has spoken to me so clearly this week
with the affirmation of what Pastor Daniel preached
I have lost the saltiness of what God has given to me
the flavor that can impact the people around me,
making a significance in the lives of people.
I have chose to run away from serving instead,
allowing myself to stray away because of all the probs in church
But now,
It's time for me to get up back on,
God made all of us salt and light of the earth.
Matt 5: 13 It is no longer good for anything , except to be thrown out and trampled by men once a person loses his saltiness
My Prayer
God, reignite the passion for souls in me again, enhance me the flavor that I once used to have , so that I can be of worth in your kingdom and do great things that glory your mighty name. Let me blaze through the outer courts, and find back the calling that you set forth for me.
- Mood: grateful
asd
To think I have came this far and graduating soon
It's just kind of scary
Stressed up by my FYP
Everything gonna do by myself
totally clueless and just trying to figure my way through
PLUS
roadshows after roadshows every week without rest
standing by the pathway to be rejected constantly
It's not that I don't want to work hard for my career,
it's just that my body is draining
And now while typing this blog
my head is so heavy
neck seems to be twisted to one side
body starts to ache
symptoms all coming slowly
maybe it's time to take a valid MC
just sleep for the whole day at home to recharge myself
No more lectures and projects
No more roadshows and appointments
No more stock analysing
No more surfing online
No more entertaining of phone calls
No more of nonsense
Just SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
asd
31/07/2009
带着兴奋的心情
前往赞美之泉的敬拜聚会
果然不同凡响
除了能听到悦耳的诗歌
还能与那么多基督徒一起聚集
最重要的是在牧师宣告有谁要信主时
好几位手都伸了上来
我顿时眼泪也不知不觉地淌了下来
被圣灵所感动
这的确是值得欢呼的盛会
我也买了他们第十四个专辑
名叫“不要放弃，满有能力”
14 首扣人心弦的诗歌
我也买了专辑的歌谱，
好让我也能自弹自唱
以自己的音乐来赞美主
自己也曾经写了一些诗歌
不知何时能灌入自己的专辑
很多时候我们想放弃自己，
但神从来就没有放弃过我们。
我们岂能轻易地说要放弃自己，
放弃神所给我们的生命呢
??
- Mood: content
asd
这回决定又来个华文篇吧
今天到了一个新的教会
我又回到旧教会的旧地址
只是这次是另一个教会
同一个大厦，但不同层楼
仿佛是命运作弄人似的
勾起了我很多的回忆
这是个小教会，
进来时有一种亲切感，
那种家庭式的温馨感觉
敬拜时也能以一个和平的心态去仰望主
牧师DANIEL的友善与谦卑
让我倍感窝心
是我好久没有感受过的感觉
听讲道的同时，
牧师说到一个教会若要为上帝做更多的事
自己的教会就应该先树立起榜样
当然在侍奉时也不能迷失了方向，
尤如断了线的风筝
只是盲目地侍奉
往往都会累垮自己
说到这，我顿时回想到自己的处境
似乎在说的就是自己。
上帝今天也从圣经告诉了我一句话
约翰福音
6：27 不要为那必坏的食物劳力，要为那存到永生的食物劳力。
这句话也敲醒了我，
让我在工作之余
也不忘给荣耀主。
主啊，继续给我一个谦卑的心
迎接每一天的祝福吧
教会完毕便赶往医院去
看ROGER和JOANNE刚出世的宝宝ZOEY
小小的脸蛋，
抱在怀里就尤如一颗小豆般
好让人羡慕
感谢主，让新的生命诞生。
之后又去会面UNCLE JAMES
每次UNCLE JAMES 从越南一来到新加坡，
一定会第一时间拨电话邀约我
这次当然也不例外。
和这位年事70多岁的伯伯聊天
就好像和父亲聊天一样地舒服
也同时分享了很多神所在我们身上所做的事
令我获益匪浅
仿佛上了一堂宝贵的课
总结
人如果做了这么多事
得到那么多的富贵与荣华
但如果还不知道真正的上帝是谁
可谓白活了
asd
I have made one of my biggest decision in my life
leaving the place where I spent 7 years in
spending alot of my efforts and time in it
It was a heart wrenching moment for me to declare it today
No one will understand how I feel
It's just like blood dripping with needles piercing through
It was never a hasty decision.
A decision that I have been praying since end of year 2008
After witnessing so many things in this year itself
I got really disappointed with how the ways things turn out
in basically all the areas
I cannot get ministered in the place,
it is no longer the lovely place it used to be,
where I can poured my troubles to,
and it's hindering my spiritual life
Something that really comforts me is,
the blessings and well wishes from various leaders
I guessed they knew that it's just a matter of time
before I made my decision known to all
I went to all of them to express my gratitude
for their teaching all these years
They did not attempt to keep me,
but gave me their blessings in my future walk with God.
Even as I was biding goodbye to all my fellow bros and sis
I tried to fight back my tears.
It was never my wish to leave,
never did I expect things to turn out this way either.
Without a doubt,
I will miss this place that I used to hang out with in.
Missing the people that I hang out with
But it is impossible for me to shake off the vision
Of being a HistoryMaker for God.
Once a HistoryMaker, Always a HistoryMaker
Though I'm no longer part of it,
I still want to be a HistoryMaker for God in the coming future.
Serving in ministries and see his blessings and miracle works in my life
Father God,
You know my desires and my anxious thoughts,
redeeming my sins and direct my path to your will for me.
Wherever I go,
I want to continue to shine for you
until I get to see you face to face at your mighty throne.
Thank you Abba Father,
Thank you HistoryMaker International.
Jehovah Shalom, let your peace rest in me as I move on,
giving thanks in Jesus most precious name,
Amen.
Wishing the best for HMIC even as God continues to prosper his kingdom works.
asd
ことがなぜそのように最終的にそうなりましたか
事实就和梦境完全不同
事事往往无法尽如人意
或许也该醒过来了
你的眼流露出冷漠
有如铁一般的硬
心房永远是封闭着的
让人无法探索
那团白云背后的蓝天
已让黑暗占有
希望还有剩余的时间
慢慢地被我敲开
KTV热门呐喊歌曲
实在太好唱了
每唱一回，每次感动
送给你
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bV_1QjH69
蕭煌奇 - 你是我的眼
作词：萧煌奇 作曲：萧煌奇
编曲：陈飞午
如果我能看得见
就能轻易分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中牵住你的手
如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱
如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮了帘
忘了掀开
你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前
就在我眼前
就在我眼前
asd
挥散不去的歌曲
扣人心弦的旋律
意义非凡的歌词
只有一句能形容它
“赞到极点”
小情歌
词曲：吴青峰
演唱：苏打绿
苏打绿-小情歌
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKmhH0sI0
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐
当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合
当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
最后谁也都苍老
asd
从台湾回到新加坡，
再次患上不想回国恐惧症
大概还要话上一阵子才能恢复
虽然很累了
但上飞机根本无法入眠
脑海里一直浮现同样的东西
想到脑袋几乎要爆炸
这种感觉比什么都难受
此旅悲喜交集
带有苦，也有乐
但最终还是有个遗憾
希望以后还能实现
太多的话也不知从何表达
或许我就是个表达能力有缺陷的人
总之现在得收拾心情
马上投入工作与学业这两个领域
愿上帝继续祝福我和我身边重要的朋友
让他们都能从忧虑和疲惫中被解脱
感谢主耶和华，我的牧者
照片会迟些再放上来
- Mood:
melancholy
asd
finally .............................
....................
.....
So many series of events to talk about
don't know when to start.
just feel lik going to the deep forest in mandai again
trying to search for durians in pitch darkness
listening attentively to the swirling wind and the thumping sound of the fallen durina
frantically searching like a needle from a haystack
but the results is sweet and shiok
DURIAN HUNTERS ARE ON THE MOVE SOON.........
Got really disgusted by pple around me
Claiming to be righteous but likewise
not practising what they preach,
that's the worst......
Anyway finally can see a bit of results coming in,
and there will definitely be more in times to come.
Commit all things to the Lord Almighty, my heavenly father
Redeemer
Comforter
Saviour
And my Best Friend ..............
- Mood:
giddy
asd
Time is ticking away.....
And I knew the day would come.....
Just want to get it over and done with
So i can move on
INTERVIEW
Early morning went for interview with Prof Loh for FYP project
woke up late, slept on train and overshot
late for 30 mins for interview
thankfully she gave me a chance in another slot
Somehow the interview was too casual,
other than asking me abt the project
the rest are questions "to know me better"
The min I stepped out of the room,
I knew I GG already lol
20 over student competing for one project slot with this famous Prof
Who am I to vie with the rest?
So I prayed.... Father God, If it's your will, let it be done in Jesus name...
After KTV, I checked the email to check for mail of rejection or confirmation
To my surprise,
It says:
You have been registered for FYP project...
WOOHOO..... this feeling is freaking shiok haha
Breakthrough is on the way... first to come and more to come
PRAISE BE THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
KTV
Organised a KTV session for Samantha for her breakfree from exams
Maybe it's high time to fast from KTV.... damn sian
too many pple so din get much to sing
but still satisfying
sometimes no need to sing alot
muz learn to appreciate others singing also
Dun know why I still prefer to sing with pple that really enjoy singing
maybe it's becos birds of the same group flock together ba haha
Farewell
Bought Polars sugar rolls for the whole IA department
Just thought of blessing them before I leave
since they took care of me well
And what Richard said really encourages me
Gonna write a powerful farewell email and send to all before I leave haha
since it's my last email using DSTA account... so who cares lol
- Mood: ecstatic
asd
失而复得的感觉真爽。
下巴士时，竟把钱包给遗漏了。
下车要买东西时才发现自己糊涂透了
到了公司赶紧拨电话求助
但又面对种种荆棘
都快把我气爆了
好在最后还是有个圆满的结局
有好心人将钱包原封不动地还回
要不然就损失惨重
这个是万分之一的奇迹啊
感谢主
但整个事件最让我感动的是
当我寻求援助之时
在没有要求和我毫不知情的情况下
JOHAN和JOHN 竟毫无顾忌地愿意到远处为我寻找。
幸好最后我自己查到钱包的下落，
赶紧打给
JOHAN叫他别去
天啊，
我实在受不起这种待遇
神仿佛又再提醒我
其实身边还是有关心我的人
愿意帮助我，扶持我
感谢上帝安排这些人在我身旁。
- Mood: thankful
asd
Farewell
Had a farewell lunch with my DSTA colleagues.
Though I have been there for a short stint,
but seriously I was really touched....
Especially when Ivan pass me the card which everyone wrote their blessings and best wishes to me,
my emotions was stirred....
So blessed to have these colleagues around me.
Special thanks to my closest group Ivan, Hock Guan, Kelvin , Chieh Pin and Jeffrey
The pity was that we don't have a camera to take a group farewell photo.
Hopefully next time DSTA can take away the ban of cameras to work haha....
If there is any reason why I would want to go back to DSTA after my graduation,
Not because of the never-ending fire fighting activities in our office,
but it will be them, for making me so welcomed and loved.
A kind of feeling that I have not experienced for so long..
Thanks so much DSTA and my fellow colleagues...
Futsal soccer
Reluctantly,
I turned up for the cluster outdoor meeting as I promised Cheng Yao,
though my disciple Ryan last min couldn't come along.
End up we don't even have enough players to play 2 sides,
ran like mad playing 3 a side with goalie.
After which was even worse off.
Bunch of malay teenagers humiliated us when most was already shag out
playing their passing game and flaunting their skills
but the most disgusted part is that none of my team members want to run for the ball and play properly
really pissed me off hence I chose to walk away and get myself a drink instead.
Joke of the day,
lifting myself over the goal post,
over stretched too much,
got a cramp on my butt for trying to be funny.
Never did I thought someone would get cramps on that part of body,
and I was a true demonstration.
Damn sianzzz haha...
Looking forward to the soccer at kallang cage tonight 12am instead....
paying good money to play good soccer,
better play my best to make it worthwhile.
- Mood: touched
asd
Don't fight , then I'll nvr know the results.
Fight already , then maybe no results.
Fight a bit, then might as well don't fight in the first place
So in the end,
FIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IPPT in 2 days time..
No gold also at least Silver.
No Silver then ....................
Alot of things to envy abt
Pple ard me,
things that they do,
but knowing my own constraints and limits,
it's better to focus on my own issues
At least there's some improvement in breaking.
Handstand, head spin bla bla.....
just need to perfect it....
"BEAUTIFUL IMPERFECTION"
How true is that
Officially finish my IA once report handed over
2 weeks to slack in the day....
Good time to finish up "WISDOM LITERATURE" BY DR Brian J.Bailey
Songs of Song, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes,
The youth life, mid life, and old age
What a biography of the man of wisdom King Solomon
Plenty of wisdom out for grabs....
不为五斗米折腰 , 也不管被千夫所指
事事岂能尽如人意，但求无愧我心
asd
Praise be the Lord, for all the challenges in my life right now.
Let it be a reminder for myself
To hold on to your promises
for they will endure forever.
A moulding period for me to grow
for my wings to spread
to soar like eagles in future
run and not grow weary
walk and not be faint
One day with God is better than 1000 days with the world....
Even when King Nebuchadnezzar puts Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-Nego in the furnace of fire, the 3 still walked out alive, not a single strand of hair and not a single piece of their garment was burnt.
They chose to burn than to compromise and bow to the worldly temptations.
Truly , Our God is mighty to save. God's promises delivered them from the burning ambers
Despite the impending challenges,
One shall hold on to the faith and move on,
even if it meant to start everything from scatch.
Bring peace in me
Just like the doves flapping their wings
rising on top of the waves
All things shall be built from once again
waiting to be restored and renewed
by your grace and mercy
Thank you
Abba Father
- Mood: thankful
asd
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